soon to be...

yesterday, i sat in my backyard in the shade n wrote out the qualities that I want in the guy that I'm gonna marry. I dont kno y I did but I felt as if I should.

hurricane me

how do they name hurricanes? i got one named after me. im a category 5 now. lol!
im so bored. i miss summer. watch out ppl im comin lol

happy happy joy joy

im happy! today im getting cable. FINALLY! there is nothin good on regular t.v i cant wait for cable. the ihop internship starts tonite. so thats fun. i kno at least there will be 1 person i reconize there. lol
butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...
this bad feeling i had b4 is bak. which totally sux cuz its messin uo my happiness.i kno what it is n how to make it go away for a little bit but it comes back. i hate it!

just wondering...

have u ever had a heavy heart and wondered y? or had a dream that u didnt get? or something happen to u that makes u wonder y me or y now?
i have. i had plenty of those. but u just have to deal with it. its hard but u gotta do it.

i wonder when we learn when its appropriate to be loud n when its time to be quiet. i mean izzy just goes crazy whenever he wants to. he could be just in ur laps n he scream/laughs/ whatever. its so cute.